It has been so long I last editted my onsugar and I forget the basics on how to change the skin. And i got sick of it. I've moved!

www.red-bitch.tumblr.com :)

I hate myself today. I have been acting differently to him and I think I am not supposed to do that eventhough I'm at my worse days. I don't know why I'm like that. I suck when it comes to managing my jealousy emoticon. Fuck linda.

I'm not going to get myself in trouble. I'll keep it remain.  SAYANG SAYANG SAYANG

i am a loser, sore loser.
i lose each and every precious things in my life.
hold on there, i have the rights to take it back.

i really hate those people who take away my things out from my life.
but somehow i am proud, eventhough how much i hate my friends, i've never talked bad things behind their back,
if i did...well basically it's all about their attitudes. to insult, critic their weakness, so far no.

Happy birthday to Syamsul Yusof!

Started off with I had sports carnival today and I took part in Tchoukball or whatever it was spelled as. I don't really understand how to play the game but I still try. And we didn't manage to get any placing. Well, we sucked at it. We play according to our rules :[ And one thing for sure, I came late! I met the girls at about 0719 am and I was quite frustrating because I woke up at 0615am. After reaching the destination, supported those people who ran for the relay and I lost my voice. Now, I have a rock voice \m/

I'm sick. I'm tired. And I'm feeling rather lethargic. I need some rest. I'm off now.

I have a lot of things to share. And I'm arranging the words in my brain, which one should come first. *give me five minutes*

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Ok, firstly Happy sixteen birthday best friend! May all your dreams and wishes come true. And I know you can now strike one of your wishes as it's already granted. And soon, another one coming soon this coming saturday & I'm really excited for that day. I know you're pretty dissapointed with a sudden break down which attacks you but don't give up. Keep on trying until you are success! Work hard for your upcoming N levels and never even think that you cannot make it! Look at the positive side and I'm sure you can do it! Lastly, I really hope you like the things that I gave you. Haha, love ya.

Secondly, after days or even weeks of pretending, finally the drama has finally stopped. I told best friend what I've done all these while and it's kinda funny to act infront of him. It was quite torturing when I have to bring him all over the man's shop in Jurong point. I couldn't decide which is the best as every thing look nice. Ultimately, I bought the jacket which he's crazy in love with and madly in love with. I'm glad that you like it. Eh no, love it (: Until he doesn't even want to make it dirty.. or even touch the ground and get wet. Haha cuteeeeeeeeeee lah perangai

Thirdly, I don't know it took me nearly to half an hour to allow him to open up his second birthday present. I feel the pressure where as he's the one who is receiving it. Haha, weird huh. I feeeeeeel like as if I've bought the wrong thing for him. But just so he opened it, a huge smile pasted on his face, I am this close to cry. I don't know why, I'm so emoticonal -.-

Next, I can't wait for him to online. Actually, I wanted to stay longer because today is his birthday and I wanted to spend time with him but since my other friend wants to go home badly, then I have to actually change the plans that I've longed planned. Nevermind, maybe next time.

I've got all my results back except for english oral. Overall, I passed but except for my mathematics. Although my marks did not met my expectations, I won't stop trying. Eventhough others think I can't do it, they haven't think that I can do it, one day. Best friend, work hard ok. Don't let this results bring you down and look down on yourself. :)

I heard that N level is somewhere near my birthday? ahhhhhhhhh no celebration uh macam gini ? :(